XxScarredAngelxX

i'm sorry you had to go before anyone got to know you before you could taste the air and grow a full head of hair it's just that she wasn't ready and to her you were a mistake but i want you to know that to me you're someone beautiful i'll never see.

they caught my eye when he passed me a pile of papers. i stared not too long & not too hard because i knew. i asked are those scars? and he said yeah, did a little laugh along with it. shame wouldn't let me look him in the eye but i could see his eyes because see, i play violin and that trains your peripheral vision. i said sorry, don't know what for but i felt ashamed for point- ing out flaws, he wasn't flaunting those scars but he didn't do much to hide them either. i said sorry for not stopping it, even though those razor blade lines adjacent to the floor boards are old, they still hurt to look at & they hurt to make. he said i

Cut me again, please more The wounds, now, are only sore The pain, the pain I need Fuels the desire for my greed Use knives or use word Don't let my torment go unheard I deserve this and more What else is a monster for? Yes, I see myself like that Red eyes and a soul that's black I wonder if this is right; To do what I do at night With pins and scissors cutting So at last tears; I am crying This is what I always need Salt water to grow the seed That nestled in my heart does lie The monster of my soul inside When blood and tears do spill I shall free it for my own will I know I am no monster child It is just my imagination

The door bangs itself against the wall and rebounds, no mercy from the girl pushing it open. She walks briskly and a boy follows, trying to catch up. "Rea, I didn't mean for it to happen," "For what to happen, Ky? What do you mean by that?" "That girl is MEANINGLESS. But you.." "What? This meaningless girl was worth all the meaning in my life?" Kyle stops running, "No", he said. "Nothing and NO ONE is, Rea." She blushes. "I know that I made a mistake, but Rea, I love you." "No you don't," The comment freezes the warm wind in place and Rea stops walking, then turns to face Kyle, tears as heavy as the sweat creased into t